I'm sorry, i had regretted to told you those words. I love you , will you come back to me ?

I really need you and i seriously do . Can you give us one more chance to change ?

I miss you kissing me, hugging me, the times we use to spent together and.. imissyou..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELINAFOONGYANRU!! Hmm, oh and. Broke up with Joel already ..

Yesterday,

Went home, go very crazy. because of the break up thingy. I seriously can't control myself. and i slitted myself. not success.. my mama go throw away my penknife idiot. she throw all already! left the pink one, i found at don't know where. so bobian , slitted not deep enough :'( so she throw away .. I keep asking peoples to buy for me a penknife,

Because i don't feel like going out when i'm so sad >.< . I know that nobody would buy for me luh, Argh! Yanru came my house, she buy from ma mum a packet of cigg. we jiu go to Greenridge because Yanru wanted to see if Sol still @ there . he's not @ there already. then we go seven-eleven, Yanru want to buy water. she buy for me greentea :)

Bought already, we go Fajar macdonald. Yanru bought Machicken and Chicken nuggets . then called my mama to meet me @ macdonald outside. mama came already. we go seven-eleven called mama to buy vodka 11% want . wanted to go resident corner there drink want loh . but got peoples, so decided to go Greenridge basketball court there drink .

Drink, smoke. abit dizzy. feel like vomiting >-< . I know i'm weak , Lol! i want vomit not because i'm drunk it because the vodka so bitter! EW! Laugh so i slitted myself. slit already, blood straight out. so nice siah! mygod . go toilet after that :) Kairi they call Yanru to give them ciggs. So i accompany her go :) go seven-eleven again to meet johnathan.

Saw him already, ignore. lol! go in seven-eleven. buy mee goreng eat :) i called the seven-eleven people help me make . I needa go toilet. lol . Haha. I go reflect my face, wtf! my eyes so red, my face so red o.o done already, go back 7-11. take mee goreng. after that we go Greenridge basketball court again . after that we go 515 playground.

Awhile later, Yanru go home first . Lol . Left me and Jonathan . haha, it fun to be with him :) he's a good listener ! He's problem totally same as mine, just that he's problem is his ex girlfriend, mine is my ex boyfriend. Lol . totally same! So we say our problem loh :D hehe! And he needa pee. Lol! I call him to go block and pee. so he went and come back . damn fast *SHOCK*

Suddenly rain -_- then we went to my block downstair loh. because nearby LRT ma. LRT haven't open so i slacked with him first. accompany him, i'm very good want! so he tell me alots of jokes. make me laugh until i'm gonna pee. lol! :X i laugh until i gone crazy man! HAHA. his face damn tiko, look @ his face make me laugh! Lol!

Haha, no jokes to say already. He keep want to say ghost stories. I keep saying, if you want say hoh. I don't care, you must sent me to my house outside ^^ . haha! it will make me scare take live alone . And he say, okok . not ghost story this one . Then i say, if you scare me hoh, I burn your lj . he say, if you can sure. i jiu say, if you scare me! I burn your nipple. he say, i blow away jiu can already.

Haha, and i say. then i light the cigg already then burn your nipple lo, can blow away mea? :p . Laugh siah. he suddenly hungry eh, so i bring him to nearby 7-11 buy food loh. He bought maggie mee. Hehe! Bought already. `

We went back to my block downstair. so he say he will sent m. e to my house outside. then ok loh . i let him say loh. Laugh . Fcuking scary walan! and wow, he told me that he was once a SPI the people wor! Cool siah! and he sent me to my house outside already. He keep scaring me and say : Before go to bed better look behide you worr! then do the action . Lol! SCARY :'(!

Shall end here,

xoxo,

Joey.

PS / : J, if i asked for a patch, will you accept? I really want you back. In my dreams maybe? :)

PSS / : If being with you will get hurt. I rather get hurt then not being loved by you .. :'(

PSSS / : Do i still have the chances? I love you ..