Everyone did think before of dying just because they think their life is meaningless. I did think of that before. but i've no idea if it worth it? haha. Life is just too complicated, You never know.. haha. She smiling, you can see her laughter in the outside. But you can't see inside of her, is dying.. not because she doesn't want to let anyone know. It's because, she want to let peoples know that, she strong enough to overcome everything :)

Hello, back to post .. Haha. Am i thinking too much? I'm just to afraid to lost you. Maybe i'm just think too much.. laugh ? hmmm, i'm not gonna care already :) currently moodless. so decide to just close my phone. I don't feel like replying any message currently. currently my mood is so down . haha. is it that i'm just scare? ...? whatever, don't care. JOEY!

Today,
Yanru come and find me, we going out ma . but before she come. Peiling already reached my house, I forgot what reason already. so they reached again. on the way Yanru is ordering macdonald. I ate mega macspicy again. Haha. Peiling order same as me too haha. Eat finish, i use lappy awhile. Peiling first go home, she pengwei alots ya.

So we heck care her, the show start at 7.35. we go off @ 7.30 . So heng we reach there straight got cab already. so we faster wave hand. In cab , waa. the uncle so good. actually got extra charge is 2.70 plus. And the normal price is 7.60 . The uncle just charge us 7 dollar. lol! i mean charge Yanru , is Yanru pay. I don't need to pay a single cents :p .

Go watch movie. straight go buy ticket buy popcorn and cheesehotdog. jiu faster go in ler. we go watch Rapik something want, Malay ghost movie. fcuking scary, mygod! I got shout abit. haha, some part keep scare until me. lol! cause hoh, bombombomb. tmd, scare die me T_T . Scare until hoh, i put my legs up , because i scare ghost will catch my leg. lmao!! I watch ghost movie is like that der :x anyhow think. Haha!

Watch finish, we go toilet. like W-T-F . I saw a malay girl . she sneeze damn cute want lea. like baby siah. haha! i was like o.o! i jiu saw her, i laugh abit. Haha! Yanru come out already, we go walk around. you know hoh, i go until where hoh. Yanru sure will say this! Eh, we take picture put @ our blogshop sell luh! LOL! Like wtf?! All the time. then I jiu will say, come again . Zzz. can you don't go anywhere also blogshopblogshopblogshop?!?! LOL .

Go out of the shop . we saw a stall, very chio . we jiu go ask weather got supply. and they say got . Tomorrow we going to take pictures :) hehe.. hmmm, after that. we wanted to go take mrt in . tmd lea the stupid Yanru . in the end, her card no money. Like wth?! I already tapped in . Zzz! so I tap out again . we go take bus. was finding bus. she call her mama to us the way. Laughs.

Walk here walk there, still can't get the way. saw got sell sugarcane drinks. it's me and Yanru fav drinks! haha. I drink that from young till now der hoh. Buy already, i nearly fall down , twice. Lol! Heng sia! found that bus already! take bus go back panjang. haha, down @ nearby interchange. I call Yanru to cheat the lrt. so cheated. :)

Down @ fajar. Go nearby my block slack again . we feel like dying. Lol, super dizzy and tired. and her mama come fetch her already. I jiu walk alone home :) walk at the peaceful road with no noise , thinkthinkthink . Ayes. Byebye :) End till here ya,

PS : She's smiling outside, but inside of her is dying. She's afraid that everything would go wrong. she don't wish for a time machine, she just wish that time would fast forward.