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19 April,
19April midnight is me and bby 3rd monthsary. But something suay happened. My father call me all of sudden when I was about to go out off the house .. Actually it's 18April, because it already over 12 so is 19April. He told me that his friends saw me at Sengkang with a bunch of boys. So okay nevermind. He know it's my boyfriend, so no choice lying right.
He say that he want to meet bby. I hate his temp, alway do. It's my fault, I shouldn't have called bby and his daddy to come and fetch me. I feel like I drag him down too.. I don't know, I should have alone go his house! If I go his house already, this things won't happen . Forget it, already happen. So, daddy come speak properly to bby dad. It piss me off too. Daddy can scold me, but don't scold bby :(
I crying so badly that time, Actually the 3rd post I did say about the day. Just to make it clear and nicer for all readers to see. I decided to post again . Since I don't feel like sleeping too. Okok, go back to the topic. lol. and my brother did say to me this. I will not let daddy call the polices. so I can trust him, his my bro :) I have a trustable brother alway!
So daddy say finish, bby and bby dad went off . and I apologise to bby for what my dad say. I did prepare to hear him say "We can't be together anymore" so I only have 10% of confidence in myself that time. 90% straight no confidence that he will still be with me. and he really did send that to me. so I cried so badly, like the world going to end already lea. Zzz.
Take live go home, I straight keep can't control myself. I just keep crying and crying. so I called him to call him not to break with me. his only answer is " I'll call you back later, don' t cry anymore ok" that time I was like, how do you expect me to stop crying. -Cry so loudly- I shouted very very loudly, I think the neighbours could hear me too.
I really lose of control. my whole body is numb and shivering badly too. so I decide to post things at my facebook, I alway do that to show my feelings. :) posted finish, I can't seem that I can even continues writing when my whole body is numb. even my hand... and I go to the bed and rest. I can't really rest properly. my hand can't open. my leg can't put straight. as if I got stroke whatever spelling..
And my mum is there for me. she hugged me and call me not to cry. she try to make my numb away. she try to help me. I keep walking around the house to try to make me faint. because when I stand and walk , I would feel so dizzy as if i'm gonna passout. so I kept trying and trying to make myself broke down <: but I failed. I know that even you want to passout, it's not that easy.
So forget it. I relax myself. I cry and cry. my voice started to change. change abit only, and I stopped crying. and my voice change back to normal. someone say that is, I forgotted how to cry. because I know that I feel like crying, but I don't want to cry. but I feel like crying. but I can't cry. so he told me is that I forgotted how to cry >: . it mean that I've to hold back. obviously.
Awhile more, I decided to rest my head. my head hurt to that time.
It's afternoon 19April ..
My mummy say she want to help me talk to bby dad . I keep calling her not to. but she didn't told me she was going to do that and she called bby dad. chatchatchat, he letted us to be together <: and I was like totally crazy! I keep jumping here and there and shout "YAY!" lol! my brother asked me what happen, ignore him LOL! "19April" 3rd monthsary!
April20,
Peiling asked me weather I want to go out to slack. I kinda boring of slacking. so I told her no slacking. she say, then you want go where? go somewhere that can atleast have fun better then slacking, it's boring... decided to go cyber cafe then. meet Yanru at greenridge primary school gate 3 there. I was like still putting songs to my phone, put finish. I chiong go find my keys. found it! go out, gate 3 find her.
Was talking to her at the phone, and she saw someone, she shouted. I quickly put down the phone, I heard her shouting. I straight shout "DIAM LUH!" LOL XD. meet already, we walk go Peiling house. tmd, and she told us say that she need to go to her ahma funeral. yes, i'm very understanding. but i'm still piss off, if she want to go to her ahma funeral why still call me to come out? last minute... asshole
Then sua, I tell Yanru. nevermind luh, we ownself go. reached tenmile. first place we went is petshop. she asked weather if there can help take care of cats. quite expensive and quite cheap. I don't know. 1day cost $15. 1week cost $90. she needed to go to malaysia for 1weeks. i'm sure you all are wondering why not I help her takecare? I wish to, but my mum doesn't really like cats. they shit too smelly, LOL!
Go the next petshop. I saw BULLDOG! one word, uglyuglyuglyugly! sorry, that is like 4 words. o.o they have no hairs :( so ugly... bulldogs is my mama fav. I have no idea what is she thinking because, bulldog is she likes not we all. but my mama say brother also like bulldog. bullshit! :p . sorry, no mean. because it match perfectly. Bulldog and Bullshit, LOL~
I saw shintzu! me go gaga over that shintzu. damn cute. I still saw winter white hamster, freaking adorable! oh-and congrat Peiling hamster born 4 babies hamster. :p . so ugly... redred want, so small - - can just step and sure die. lol. but i'm not gonna do that to such a adorable growup ugly now hamster. lol.
Go in tenmile lan, give membership card. go in, login. played left4dead2. funfunfun! play finish, go plaza eat. we go kfc eat. me eat 2 crispy chicken, was intend to eat 3. but hmm, nah. so yummy :p. eat finish. damn idiot want lea her. she walk there <> so I thought she will follow me. actually she did, but I didn't saw her. so I walked to there <>
And she know that I didn't saw her. so she laughed. I must prove her wrong, so I pretend that i want to walk to there <>
We took bus home. we round one big round then we get off. sit until our butt numb. lol! walk go the bigbig sqaure there. and slack awhile. Yanru call her mum to come fetch her. her mum came, I send her song. I then go home.
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Hmm, that girl say that singaporean dressing sucks :( . For girls : One tee, nf short. For guys : One tee, one bermuda. w/e spelling. lol. and still say that for singapore dress is like highclass. for hk, taiwan, taipei dress is normal. say until like singaporean very suagu. -'- . it not that we thought it's highclass. it just that some peoples doesn't like to wear dress. I don't really like to wear dress or skirt too. but dress is okay luh, skirt sucks o.o. XD. Bye, i'm go sleep already. Goodnighty!
AND! I want to shopping :( I needa to get more clothes and bottoms. argh ~ my closet is full but not very full ! >:( . I want it to be very full, not only full >:( . let me just buy 30 more clothes included pants too. I promise I won't so desperate for shopping :p . won't so desperate for shopping doesn't mean I sure will not desperate for shopping. almost all the girls love to shopping. actually, 30 isn't enough. because singapore cloths is all the same :( i'mma go thailand to shop soon, maybe? :( Because! there now very dangerous O: .
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